time flies

may is ending already
time flies so fast
exams coming soon
the nine month period also ending soon
and still nothing much
exam focus period now
starbucks and lots of other study spot
are filled with students
quite difficult to study outside
so most of the time i study at home
two weeks holiday is my motivation

5 months have passed
time ticking away
counting down the days
exam exam here i come

-Jason-
do you know,
i always have butterfly in my stomach
whenever i talk/chat with you

day of misfortune

today is the day after so long
i went back to college for revision class
it started out really great with me waking ahead of my alarm
and switching it off before it even rang
but i did not notice that my both my phone time
are slightly different due to my old phone
constantly shutting itself off for no reason
while i was bathing half way the alarm rang and i panicked
as my parent and sibling are all still sound asleep
rushed out to turn it off and accidentally caught the cold

had my breakfast and fetched my brother
to the train station where we took the train together to go college
everything was okay all the way until i reached sunway pyramid
was pressing on the elevator button
pressing down a few time and notice that the button wont light up
thought the lift broke down until one aunty who was standing next to me
all this while talking on the phone pressed up after i was there pressing 10 minute
and told me down button rosak press up then go inside press the lower level button
i was shocked but thankful for the aunty advice

reached college and class started at 8.30am
everything was okay until lunch time
everything turned sour right after
during lunch while i was having lunch
i did not notice that my chair was a bit shaky and unstable
and while i was eating half way
the chair gave way and break
i went crushing down as the chair gave way
and injured my leg quite serious as my actually sat on top my leg
with the chair trapping my leg in a weird angle

then continue with my class until evening
everything was still alright
until i arrived at the bus station watching the bus that i want to take
driving off as fast as it could and me with the injured leg
cannot chase the bus and ended up having to wait for another bus
which took me another half an hour
reached the train station after and the train arrived shortly after i arrived
i went on the train and after 5 minute the station master announced
that the train i am currently on has broke down and ask us to wait for the next train
at the opposite platform
while walking my way to the opposite platform
one of the clip on my bag broke and my bag just fell to the ground
and my phone was inside my bag
i was left with a handicapped bag with only one clip left to support the bag
and my already crazy phone went amok on me
refusing to power up despite me keep trying to turn it on

but after keep trying
it came alive and coincidentally i reached home
meet my brother and fetch him home together
though it was a not so good day
especially for a monday
but small small incident like such
we can learn a lot from it.
homework time

-Jason-
to you who had a bad sunday
i know its not easy for you
especially you
be strong and hope you move on
left a msg for you in the inbox
hope you can smile asap :)

its bonding session

went to sunday class today

the kids are hyper active again as usual

reason being school holidays are nearing

they cant wait for the school holiday to start

and there will be 3 weeks off for the sunday class

brought lolipop for the kids today

luckily brought enough for all of them

seeing their happy face 

makes my day shine a lil

went for a short meeting with the youth 

only a few went to the meeting

ended up watching the laker vs okc match

while indulging in mcdonalds

after the match, we went on to talk about several

non meeting issues and laughed 

we made lots of noise that day

shared a lot of stuff with them

and learned a lot in return

exam getting nearer and nearer

my revision has gone from slow to fast

being there is still lots to cover and lesser time available

going to be missing in action soon

back to nerdy mode

thanks for the chat

it really shed light on my current situation

i'll try my best to solve it

i appreciate your advice

thanks you

-Jason-

miss, let's talk after my exam :)

a lil test for the soul

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


result above are from the test at this websitehttp://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
whether it is accurate or not, i think only you yourself will know it

-Jason-
not meant to be

still the same

went to college by train again
i was just too lazy to drive
with all the jam and parking problems

its been a while since i last use the train
as you know
the train have been replaced by the new 6 coach train
not all of it but most of the time you get the new train
the good thing about the new train is that
you have more seat and the air conditioner are well maintained
and you have extra entertainment as there are small tv installed
in the train which have cartoon and movie trailers
its a big improvement compared to the old train
but people being people will still complaint

i too have some complaint
just a small minor issue
which is the cartoon and movie trailer that they show
in the train for the past few months
have always been the same
for the cartoon its always the same two episodes of tom and jerry
while the movie trailer its always ghost rider 2, this means war.
its kinda boring when you can predict the next scene
just maybe they kind enough to change it
i will be most grateful

but with the major improvement
i'm happy as ktm have improve not only the train
but some of the train station
giving them facelift, installing elevator system, improving carpark
kudos to ktm :)

-Jason-
it's a hot hot day. ><

dangerous drivers

been driving up and down to college these few days
used the usual federal highway and kesas highway
realise something in common
people just like to compete with trailers or the 8 wheelers
in term of speed and driving skill
which usually does not end up in an accident
but if the driver does not pay attention all the time
accident happens
truthfully, the trailer and 8 wheelers driver are not really afraid
they are larger in size and weight
if a normal car crush into them, they wont suffer much damage
but the same cannot be said to the normal car
even if the impact is within the speed limit
usually it does not end well for the normal car
minimal damage to the car is already expected
worst outcome will be the lost of life
already saw a few accident for the last few days
luckily its does not happen in the way i'm using
but still the view of wrecked car and injured driver
always leave an impression
to all my friends
please drive safe and carefully
especially when you hit the highway
better safe than sorry.

-Jason-
don't push me out of your life. please. :\

being happy

this was a few weeks back
was talking with my friends at mamak
discussing about relationship
and something my friend said
really made an impression in me
of course he is already in a relationship
but what he said was no doubt
the most crucial thing for a relationship

he said
when you like someone
and you sincerely like that person
you will not really care whether or not
in the end,
will you be together with that person
the most important thing is
you want that person to be
the happiest person
whenever that person is with you

what he said
meant a lot
i think this should be the thing
both side should have
in a relationship
not just one side
so that the relationship
would prosper

-Jason-
feeling my heart beating late at night
makes me feel alive

sick.hell

being sick is totally not good at all
my sore throat killed me
cause i cant talk for a day or two
cant swallow solid food for a few days
only drinking water or have porridge
so yeah
i loose some weight
but am sure will put it back
after i fully recover
no worry about that

am more worried about my leg
its been hurting for quite a while
since that day
first it was sores
then it was slightly swollen
now red sores and slight blisters
i think my leg is giving up on me
but luckily it became better today
hoping for a quick recovery
so i can start to go back to my exercise routine
feel so uncomfortable
taking a few weeks off my exercise routine
hmph
will get back rolling soon enough
faster recover jason

-Jason-
weather so hot, i think i'm becoming a melting candle soon.
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writing.communication.

something have been bothering my mind

since yesterday night

stopping me from falling asleep

as the thought kept popping out of my mind

making me quite restless

which made that thought run wild
and bringing more thought into my mind
it quite disturbed me

woke up and still
my mind wont give up on that thought
made my heart racing and beating faster than usual
with my already not so healthy body
it made me even more sick
so i picked up my pen and wrote out
whatever my heart is thinking
and using my rational thought
wrote down a simple answer to every thought
and within a few second
that thought had disappeared from my mind
i was quite peaceful once again

so i ended up writing a bunch of jibberish
whatever my mind thought of
i wrote it down
as close to its meaning as my grammar allows it
and then write down an answer to it
as if i was communicating with my own brain
and no i did not found out the answer of life
i found out the answers that i wanted to hear
after quite a long time of this session
i made up my mind on a few things
and got my peaceful mind back

-Jason-
i shall not think too much about it, i'll do what i can, what i want
and let fate dictates the rest of the journey. i'll break down and cry if the ending is not the one i want
but i'll have no regrets, knowing that i did everything i could.

may

time flies
its already may
still remember how you shrug it off
saying its still very far from september
well time really does flies fast when you think its still very long
may is also my exam time
so there goes one more month
another few more month and that's it
will it be the end?
i don't know
hope it's NOT

studying is ongoing
working just ended
working over time every day for the all of april
its very tiring
but still quite cheerful and nice experience
working with my mom again
exam coming soon
super important exam for my studies
have to cram book

april was a busy month
birthday celebration all around
ah jie bday
yu sam bday
hope you guys are happy always
hope your birthday was a bash
and that you all enjoyed it always
:)

-Jason-