Thursday, June 13, 2013

Impermanence

A valuable lesson in life learnt today, nothing is permanent, nothing is forever. Hence the title, "Impermanence". I am no stranger to this term. As a Buddhist, i was taught of this term several times. But being the young and growing kid, this lesson was not appreciated by me, until today.

Why the sudden enlightenment of this term? Well, it started with a few things. I'll go through them one by one, the events that happened that lead me to the current stage.

First event, The Change.
The change occurred when i was active in a youth camp committee (currently still active), the committee changes every single year. Not to say a total revamp of the entire crew, but you get to see new faces coming in and the old faces retiring back into their busy life. The thought always appeared in my mind, WHY LEAVE? I did not realize it until i experience it myself. The answer is none other than, one word, LIFE. Not to say joining youth committee is a waste of time, but some people value personal time. When i graduated and started working, suddenly, time became very precious. Something i did not hold very dearly when i was still studying. Well, its a lesson well learnt, but i was still very ignorant of it until......

Second event, The Passing.
The passing of my grandfather two years ago was one of they key events that grew this thought. I'm not that close to my grandfather, sadly to say. But he still plays a big role in my upbringing. Since i was a child, the fear of my parents especially my father was HUGE, but i will still argue with them. But when it comes to my grandfather, the view of him holding the cane was enough to trigger a life or death reaction to a small boy. And thanks to that strict upbringing that i was the person i am today. Still not perfect, still learning as i go. What i learnt was never take things for granted and time never waits. I regret not being able to be closer to my grandfather, but i learn from this passing, having ever more gratitude, towards my parents.

Last event, The Leaving.
The leaving of a colleague and an important figure in the team (my first job and two different individuals) drew me ever closer to this lesson. It was my first job and i was naive and strangely believing that the team will stay the team. But even though i could see the obvious sign of a collapsing team and the fading of trust, i did not even thought that resigning would be their ultimatum. Nothing stays the same. Its the fact, a fact though cruel but ever enlightening. Losing them resulted in the remaining team questioning what was wrong, and resulted in a spark of new thoughts and ideas. I, myself will be leaving soon. To pursue career advancement. But, i shall not forget the short few months i was with them, because it was an amazing journey.

Having learn this lesson, i wonder, will i repeat the same mistake i did? Not appreciating the things i have, only to regret when everything is lost. Sadly, i will. WHY? Because i am human, or perhaps even better, i am not perfect, i can be mindful most of the time. But, i will make mistake as i go along, learning as i make them, growing from learning them.

Impermanence, its unavoidable, its unmistakable.  

Signing off

~Jason Chia~
It's not too late. Grasp the opportunity before it's too late. 

Monday, May 20, 2013

Outcry #5

The weekend was awesome.
Nothing much,
just a small one day trip to Port Dickson
with the KCBA bunch of peep
for ExPreSi Leonie  farewell.
It was a rush planning
but everything turned out well.

Steamboat inside the resort room
* first time in my life *
with ingredient bought from klang
* nothing beats home food *
Dipping in the pool at the evening
looking at the moon and the stars
resting with such incredible view really made my day
Eating with the peeps and making loads of noise
Eating fruits cut with inch long knife
Ending the day with loads of crap talk

Morning went buffet breakfast with Brandon
* the buffet sucks btw *
* no hotel name shall be disclosed *
while the others went to MCD with seaview for Bfast
took a dip in the pool 
regret long time did not swim
my swimming technique all rusted off
Time to pick them up again.
Dip with the guys before we departed
Had fun and had DRINKS
*DISGUSTING WATER*
Had domino for lunch and
dig our way through a watermelon with plastic spoons
*awesome experience*
and went home
* went through jungle road, awesome experience *

Result from the day trip:
SunBurnt
Awesome Experience
Crazy First Time
Tired Body
Rejuvenated Soul

Today is 520.
Which is chinese translation for I Love You (我爱你)
Not limited to lovers only
So spread around the love
The world will be a while better place with more LOVE around
So yeah
I LOVE YOU

Signing Off

~Jason Chia~
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Monday, May 13, 2013

Outcry #4

Melaka trip with friends last weekend,
it was fun.
EAT and WALK all day long.
Walk a little bit under the sun already feel tired,
felt like age is creeping onto us,
or we just spend too much time sitting instead of walking.

The weather was against us,
as my friend's car aircond broke down,
it was like sauna inside the car.
The sun shone brighter whenever we reach the car,
as if it is trying to cook us with the extreme heat,
we had our protection from sunlight,
when night fall upon melaka.

What we had in melaka :-
Sam sok gong drinks-superb with the extreme hot weather,
Cendol-superb with the ghastly hot weather,
Ice sticks-superb with the blazing hot weather,
Baba Laksa,
Chicken Rice Ball-Had a record of 3 chicken, 80 rice ball for 8 pax,
Satay Celup-a whooping total of RM200+, had special alcohol served,
Nadeje Layer Cake-Thumbs up.

What we did :-
Walk.
Plank.
Wait.
Talk.
Joke.
Aging.
Played cheat. Was the lousiest player among all.
Pillow talk. Talk a lot, Experience a lot, Learn a lot, Reflect a lot. Thanks to my friend.

Looking forward to our next trip.
Penang perhaps?

Signing off

~Jason Chia~
Sunburn, Fever, Flu.
Aftermath of a long afternoon under the sun.