Nature Lover

i am a person
who feels very much alive
when surrounded by trees and flower
though i am afraid of the insects and
other animals that reside there
within their desired habitat
i still cant help but to love
the beauty of mother nature

the breathtaking view of both sunset and sunrise
changes with the each movement of the sun
causes the unique colour mixture
unparalleled to any man made combination

the endless seas of trees
the magnificent green so striking in contrast
to the deep brown
allows the body to feel relax
in an amazingly nice manner

the vast ocean
indefinite in volume
as it spread its body around the world
the greenish blue hue
reflection of the blue sky
makes you feel out of the world

the soothing wind
like a travelling merchant
like a tourist
comes and go as they like
bringing comfort and joy
to those who enjoys it

what else can we ask more
from this wonderful place that we live in
though its not perfect
and is ever changing
but the beauty of mother nature
never cease to amaze all
like a hidden treasure it behaves
opening itself only to those
who appreciate

-Jason-

Memorable memories

the bad things with having

a very outdated phone

is that the message inbox

have a limit

and i have some really memorable 

message that i dont want to 

delete

therefore i shall post some here

without revealing their identity

some of the messages

that made my life fun

29/08/2011

9.34pm - Guess what. My mum says you look like wee ka siong, the deputy minister of education. Haha =X

9.36pm - Eww.. You need to book yourself for a surgery appointment xD

9.46pm - Arh, i was just joking. But tats wat my mum exactly said. And i told my mum he would like to go for plastic surgery then

10.04pm - Sorry jason, i was just joking, no more joke next time then =X My mum thru facebook saw your profile pic ? As easy as tat

10.58pm - You said im mean. Hng, no more for you

09/09/2011

5.15pm - :( my sis eat it all the cake

5.17pm - :( i hate her. i cant even get to eat quarter of it

5.19pm - Ya. She ate the whole cake

5.30pm - Nvm. Owh about tat, she want to buy it for herself, no worries, im gonna teach her a lesson, hng

5.52pm - i just ate that but of it (the triangle). i will see how and she will see how as well

6.09pm - I wake up late the other day. Get to eat only a bit. Nah, nvm, its ok

it was very memorable

put a smile on my face

from ear to ear

teehee

that person is so

special to the extend

i dont know how to explain

:)

-Jason-

smile smile smile

Relationships

friends are all slowly
getting into relationships
the singles club
are getting lesser and lesser
friend are asking
why not getting one as well
to tell the truth
i already had someone in mind
i really like her
but then again
life is never perfect
there will be obstacle around us
she is busy with her examinations
therefore we rarely have time
to meet up and to talk
but i am okay with it
but i don't know about it
did not get any positive sign from her
i decided after a long thought
to enjoy my life to the extent
what i can manage
i'll wait until her exam finish before
i take my next step
so for now
i am
SINGLE and
AVAILABLE
take one step at a time
and lets see what will happen
after the exams ended

-Jason-

crap #9

was arranging my messy table
when i came across some of the
old revision books that i used
to prepare myself for SPM
flipping the revision book
i remembered how i used to
study like a possessed person
crunching down pages after pages
just to ensure that
i get good result
which in turn
giving me the taste of endless
SATISFACTION
but now in college
i cant seem to push myself into
studying like that
the motivation had lapsed
where can i find back
that
MOTIVATION
i am like a walking corpse in
college every single day
FML

-Jason-

Dream.

tiring day indeed
took a power nap during the evening
but ended up sleeping for 3 hours
guilty guilty guilty
but something good did happened
i dreamed about her
it wasn't really a good dream
since the conclusion was her
leaving with another guy
well it was horrifying enough
to wake me up from my dream
people say
if you dream about someone
it means that the person is thinking about you
well with a dream like that
does it mean that the person
is thinking about another person
and you somehow intercepted that thought
with your dream
GAAAAAAAAH~!!
it's just a dream
:P
don't have to scare myself

-Jason-

Kids Shoes

train delayed again today
waited for 40 odd minutes for the train
during the time waiting for the train to go home
a train heading the opposite direction came
among the many passenger that came down
to the current station
was a family consisting of parent and 2 children
the children are around age 1 to 2
cute little boy and girl
wearing those shoes which squeaks
whenever they move
example of the squeaky shoes

the sound of the squeaky shoes
caught my attention immediately
the giggle of the little girl running slowly
to prevent herself from falling
to make the shoes squeak
was priceless
we rarely remember the time when we are
toddlers
i always try to imagine myself
when i was still a small small boy
running around with the squeaky shoes
this scene remind me of
how when we are small kids
we are able to have fun
with almost anything we can grab
*smirk*

-Jason-

Tile Skipping

thursday
while walking around in sunway pyramid
saw this bunch of kids
playing among themselves
jumping from one tile to another
trying to "catch" each other
while not trying to get out of their own tiles
to most of the other shoppers
it might be an annoying act
but to the children
it is a very fun and exciting moment
they are drown in their own excitement and joy
engrossed in their own world
separated from the adulthood
and the cruelty of reality
though the noise that they make can be
annoying and irritating sometimes
but when you look at their joyful face
their cheerful laughter and their sense of satisfaction
you might have the urge to join them in their fun
to once again relive the sensation
of being your own little small world
thinking about this
wont it put a small smile on your face
i would really want
someday in the future
to tile skip around the shopping centre
while being ignorant of the view of others
and simply enjoy being in my own space
skipping towards the future

-Jason-

Crap #8

ever sit down and think
about a specific thing and end up
thinking about something else
which is irrelevant
and that irrelevant thought
won't seem to disappear
no matter how much you want it to
and to make things worse
that thought seem to affect your mood
and emotions
it might make your mood turn bright and sunny
or it might turn sour and moody
irrespective of the outcome
the little thought will change our perspective
for that day
at the end of the day
when you sit down and think back
reflecting what you did for that day
would you blame that small thought
that wandered around and end up in your head
or would you
tell yourself that you lack the
discipline and control
to stop yourself from
losing focus on the original thought
is it the beauty of the human brain
or the dark side of the human personality

-Jason-

Crap #7

feeling very lazy these few days
a lot of incomplete draft which require my attention
feel like just throwing all the work load to someone else
and have a carefree life
but that seem quite out of my reach
someway or another
got to get things done

-Jason-