crap #9

was arranging my messy table
when i came across some of the
old revision books that i used
to prepare myself for SPM
flipping the revision book
i remembered how i used to
study like a possessed person
crunching down pages after pages
just to ensure that
i get good result
which in turn
giving me the taste of endless
SATISFACTION
but now in college
i cant seem to push myself into
studying like that
the motivation had lapsed
where can i find back
that
MOTIVATION
i am like a walking corpse in
college every single day
FML

-Jason-